love this bitch
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its 3:30 in the morning Normal people are sleeping.
Hunters be hunting.
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I haven’t been able to dream for a very long time now, least not since I began indulging in a very bad habit. That I have now realized can have adverse affects on me so I have been slowly trying to remove it from my life. It has been a year maybe two since I had a dream that I could remember as vividly as this one.
Like most dreams i assume going from the movie inception I cant remember how it got to the airfield but I was there with my girlfriend Alex who this dream kinda revolves around and some random other guy who I couldn’t identify at the beginning. At the airfield there were three silos and in the one we were in there was a kinda front room corner complete with sofas, lamps, coffee tables and a television. We were all sitting around watching the blurry images on the screen listening to the muffled noises that followed when i noticed Alex and the random guy were very close on the sofa. Even though it was a dream it still made me feel very uncomfortable and almost angry when they started to touch, when i think of the image now it makes me angry. They started to go in for a kiss when i started to yammer about something then somehow got the guy to come out to have a smoke with me. when he got up I noticed the blonde hair then had a good look at his face on the way outside and realized it was Kurt Cobain but slightly hunched over. when i lit my cigarette and his he started to tell me had something like brittle or weak bones and not to mention it to Alex for some reason which wouldn’t have been a problem anyway because i didn’t think she could acknowledge my existence. I could only interact with Kurt. I was trying to attack what he was doing/ and probably was going to continue doing with Alex when we got back but i couldn’t hear the words I was saying, I could only see the look on face and my moving lips. On the way back into the silo I wanted to throw a punch but my body wouldn’t let me and stopped me at the entrance within view or the sofa areas. He continued to walk hes hunched self over to to the sofas with Alex and began to finish what he started earlier. To my disgust I had to watch, stuck where i was until I woke up feeling angry and sick.The worst part was i wasn’t sure what was going on for half an hour till i was properly awake.
I love Alex Belchur, id hate to lose her. Which is why I’m very happy that this was just a dream. Even though i was glad it was just a dream then i miss the black darkness I’m use to. I admit it has nothing good in it at all but it also had nothing bad. It was just comfortable darkness. You wouldn’t wake up feeling anything either, you’d just feel like you just got up but if my first dream makes me angry, sad and sick for some of the day Im not looking forward to tonight.
I dont care what you think about this, i haven’t had tumblr before and i dont know what to use it for so if you dont like this i couldnt like it or whatever i couldnt give a flying fuck :D
yours sincerely:
charlie
tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?
Japan would be very nice to visit i think
it looks like a scene from one of the alien films